Title: "I Can See Clearly Now..." Author: Amatia Email: violinst@pitnet.net Rating: PG Category: V, slight A, Spenderfic Archiving: Gossamer and Ferretcage. All others please email first. Spoilers: 2F/1S Summary: Spender's thoughts before the meeting in Kersch's office in "One Son". **** "I Can See Clearly Now..." by Amatia It's been almost a year now, since they gave me the X-Files. A year almost my mother was gone this time. A year I spent with Diana Fowley, my father's minion. A year I spent, shredding X-Files, because they had no meaning to me. They had no meaning to anyone, except Agents Mulder and Scully. A year I spent trying to keep them away from the X-Files, but somehow they always found a case with a slight edge of the paranormal to invesitgate. A year I spent alone. I think it's time to return the X-Files to the agents who know how to run them. Fowley's ben gone...I don't know how long. I haven't done anything in weeks, Skinner knows that. I think it's time I pick up the phone, call his office and request a meeting with him, AD Kersch, Mulder and Scully. And so I do, and after a few minutes on hold his secretary says that he can see me in an hour, but to go to Kersch's office. An hour. An hour is all I have left down here. It's kind of sad. Despite the cold, and the boredom, this office has become home. And now I'll get shuffled out into a communal office, where all I have is a cubicle and too much noise to concentrate on my own thoughts. I sit here in the chair that rightly belongs to Mulder for an hour, making sure all the lint is off my suit and my tie is straighter than an arrow. And my last hour on the X-Files is up, and I ride the elevator to Kersch's office, taking the photos from the massacre in the base hangar with me. It goes easily enough, even telling Kersch that the deaths were my fault. He wants to stop me from doing it, I can tell, but I interrupt him, and say that Mulder and Scully belong on the X-Files, and there are things far worse than that. I lay my hand on Mulder's should for a moment as I stand to leave. It's his show now, he deserves it. We all deserve it. Something better than how it's been. I take the elevator back down to the basement to pack up my office. I step off onto the cold tile for what I hope will be the last time. Down the hall, I can detect the scent of smoke. *end* --------------------------- ONElist Sponsor ---------------------------- The Best Place to Buy Movies - Reel.com Click Here ------------------------------------------------------------------------ All Spenderfic is good Spenderfic. Visit The Ferret Cage for more Spenderfic. http://www.parkers-place.net/ferretcage/